Your Kiss

Posted on Nov 12th, 2009 by

Brian

That kiss, hard pressed, soft lips, tongues intertwined,

ever searching for that perfect place.

Your eyes, mirrors of countless stars of eternity,

hair streaming, ever weaving into the night sky,

I feel your breath on me, your breasts pressing against me,

skin smooth, sweat sticking in our embrace.

To feel you around me, my spirit, my solitude,

rapturous, tormenting, perfectly connective. Union!

Thrusting, moving, grinding, loving, exchanging,

breath caught in breath, exhalation halted

ecstatic grip, pulsing, pushing, finding, losing. Breath, halted,

tied in union exhalation, never leaving, never leaving.

The adoration of my delight is upon you, all over you.

To suckle your sweetness, to hold you tightly, to move

serpentine across your body, eyes interlocked, never leaving,

The eternity of our embrace. Bared witness by silence,

conjured by the ancient ones, kiss weaving spell by kiss,

fingers searching, skin aching for caresses, for bliss.

Bliss lost in bliss, hearts flutter as, moving slower,

licking your flesh, tasting the nectar of embrace,

writhing towards another, breath, holding, life tightening,

sweetness flowing, this step, In our dance, this impassioned trance,

sliding, deepening, holding, tracing the path of hearts frolicking intent.

Eyes pressured by beauty beheld. Turning upwards, closing.

Breath caught in breath, I entreat you with this life, my beloved.

The palace of our love, nestled in eternity, vibrant enchantment,

never leaving, always returning. Souls intertwined. Kiss lost in kiss.

I am aflame with the captivation or your delights placed upon my being.

This heart is exposed, like meat for the beasts, beating, thrusting,

ever anticipating your caress, your taste, your breasts.

Rising ever upward, divine night sky, opening, spreading, enticing,

to forever live, each and every kiss, truest of spirit intent.

Each caress, every moan, glance, every firm embrace, every space

lost in each trace of moving from pleasure place to pleasure place,

forever in your arms. Caught in the heart of love, never leaving, never leaving,

I am in your kiss, tongues seeking, speaking in silence, spirit of loves intent.

Laughter flowing free from pleasures tiny tickling, deep with pressures filling,

the fullness of eternal space, these eyes seeing my loves breathing,

smiling, as she takes her fill in this feast of flesh, fruit of love, moving,

writhing, determination, seeking intents undulation, riding to heavens mist,

pushing, grinding, breath halted, eyes widening, fingers clinching, light shinning,

mind erupting, screams of loves mystic tryst, I am her beast to ride.

Ever holding on to my flesh, I pull you to me, aching for your kiss.

I love you, I love you…smiling, seeing, laughing in our delight, as we move through

to the next caress, embrace, touch. Breath flowing, selflessness caught in flesh.

Teasing, and touching, we can go to any place. These stars of heaven

But a wink away, always moving, yet still in our kiss, in our embrace.

I will always look into your eyes my beloved, I will always desire to see your face.

I will be here with you always, this love shinning, this body willing,

this heart filled only with the slyness of your ecstasy's grip. Mind, ending,

space overcoming filling up with your kiss. Tears flowing as elation ascending.

I love you more with every heartbeat, every thought, every kiss. Never release me,

hold me against your skin. Kiss my head, my lips, look into my eyes. Precious moments,

I love you, forever held, forever lost in the fullness your eyes, your smile, your kiss.

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It's that time again...

Posted on Jun 25th, 2009 by

Brian

You are asleep!

Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!

Realize that:

I am I! I am I! I am I! I am I! I am I! I am I! I am I! I am I! I am I! I am I! I am I! I am I!

And that

The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I!

The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I!

The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I! The other is I!

Also:

This is all a dream! This all a dream! This is all a dream! This is all a dream!

It’s all:

I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,,I,I,I,I,I,I,,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I

Awake!!!

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The time is now...

Posted on Jun 25th, 2009 by

Brian

I am sad, sad to know that we all have the opportunity to make life a better experience. To hold love as the epitome of the human endeavor, to raise truth as the banner of human action, to make creativity the reason and scientific process the means to profoundly expanding the energy that is humanity throughout the universe. We collectively hold in our hands the ability to make all wrongs, right; injustice, justice; falsehood, truth; Imagination into reality.

I call upon the ALL, being a human being, and a microcosm of the macrocosm, a singular point that is equal to and coexistent with the ALL that is beyond the conception of God, Whose birthright it is to command the forces of reality by virtue of the imagination! Come forth! Oh multitude of angelic influences! Come forth every demon of the abyss! Come forth oh beauteous one of heaven whose echo of sighs is but the shells of abandon that populate the earth! I recite the incantation of abomination that we ALL may partake in the feast of ecstasy! That we ALL may come to thy bosom of desolation, that we ALL may inscribe in eternity our tears of understanding to leave a trace of that which is our humanity!

Raise the spell of the Lord! May his Hawk’s head pierce the flesh that hangs red and enticing in the Sun! Call forth the names of old that we may ALL understand our forthcoming endeavor! We are at the precipice of the eschaton! Make that which is true, true! Make that which is false, false! Nothing shall be diverted from its original intention! We have nothing to do but behold the reality that we refuse to see! Echo the barbarous names of invocation! Raise the spell of that inmost being! We are one, we are none!

I call upon love! That which is the greatest attracting force in human endeavor. The greatest thing that all beings desire and all beings contribute their entire existence toward! Dissolve the lie! Dissolve the perception of the other! Dissolve the seed in the sea!

We pass and are done! We hold the key, there is no other truth then that which rests in our hearts!

BE WITH US!

Let’s take back our birthright.

Let’s take back our Godhead.

Let’s take back our reality.

Only we can do it.

We are one, we are none.

The time of sequestration is over! Wake up! The battle is upon us! Ready thy sword and thy spear! Thy Chalice and thy Shield! The spirit is within the four! Rise up and strike! The venom of the fang is stirring within!

The attractor will not sway!

The time is now!

Hurry, before the battle ends and you don’t even realize that it is upon us!

Lift this sorrow from me! Lift this sorrow from yourself!

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I have beheld the essential nature

Posted on Jun 25th, 2009 by

Brian

On Sunday 9-4-05 at approx. 4:00am I had a vision and I recount it here as much as I can. I am blown away by this and feel that these mere words are going to be lost on the truth that I beheld, but here it goes anyway. I am happy to share this with all who care to read it.

I retained what I thought was my individuality and rose to meet the Buddha, golden and radiant sitting in a lotus position the right hand in buddhi mudra the left hand in the lap and palm upwards. I looked about myself at the time and realized the intensity of the universal activity all around me and was surprised that I could be coherent at all. The universe pulsated and shook yet I remained. I persisted and understood that my capacity to retain the essential nature was true and pure and never ending. I lost my singular consciousness but in no way was I not myself, in all ways the all self. I understood that my essential nature was the all nature and as I fell into the eye of this great loving being and I came upon scene after scene of the lives that are encompassed therein. There is no creature great or small that is not part of this being. No atom or star that doesn’t harmonize itself to the essential nature. No experience that is not the life of this being. We are all one, we are all god, we do not exist but by this all soul. When we sit and feel ourselves, that being behind our eyes that person that animates this shell. Know that this is one and the same being. None of us are separate regardless of how distinct we feel. I beheld all the joy and all the suffering and wondered how suffering is even allowed, I thought of New Orleans and Iraq and wondered why this is even occurring and I was taken through a vast land, under a mountain, as a wind I blew between the leaves of the tree and rose above the sky and below a pond and then... I beheld a duck upon the waters. This duck drove his beak into his pinions and shuffled his feathers and drove his beak within his pinions and again ruffled its feathers. It was happy and enjoyed cleansing itself. I realized that even though motionless that this being ruffled and vibrated. All the while motionless and smiling. All of this mindless violence and suffering are but the shuffling of this great being. Life is an illusion, death is an illusion. There is only one life. We all make up this greater countenance. I understand that I must collect the essential nature. I understand the essential essence. I am no longer. I give myself freely to life and death and attempt to pool the essential in all beings that we, one day, are beyond suffering. I give myself to you great Buddha. The love for you is the love for the self. I swear that I will always be here until the nature is fully realized. I renounce the great attainment until we all attain. May all beings come unto the light. May the blessings from all the myriad worlds be upon you. I awoke from my vision and on my lips these words…Bodhi Dharma.

I know the way. I am the way. Only the way remains.

All of one in and through all things.

Blessings upon all beings.

May peace be upon you, forever.

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